Do You Know How Hard It Is To Stop Loving You?
I’ve made lots of mistakes but I never regret doing it. If you dare to do it, then don’t regret it in the future. Its hard thinking every night the mistakes you did in the past, but you can let go and start your future. I have did inappropriate things but, life goes on. All my life I thought I was born a mistake LITERALLY a mistake. My mom was pregnant when she was 16 and she almost want to kill me, but things change. Love changes everything around you. It can also change your reaction towards bullshits. But that’s what love do.
I have to admit that I am now heart broken. I am crying myself to sleep. It hurts, but its worth it. I never knew love could be so powerful. I believe in miracle, and its a miracle to meet him and to love him. I usually break my promise but when it comes to him, I became a responsible person, I became the person who I thought I never be. Its him who change me. No matter how hard I try to convince myself to move on, I just can’t. I try everything I could but to him, it’s still wasn’t enough. Sometimes, I wish I could turn back time and stop me from meeting him but I think back again…, if I do that, then there’s no better me. You’re the sun that shines to my world. Love can’t be define by words but how you feel. Somehow, I just want you to take my heart and let you see how much I love you. I know I am stupid to do this but.. its really hard. Asking me to stop loving him is like asking a dead person to come alive. Every time I got a chance to wish, I would wish for you.
Do you know how hard it is to stop loving you?? It’s like asking the eyes to stop blinking.
